
Please mention
DAMN YOU NEW ENGLAND PATRIOTS!
DAMN YOU TO HELL!
SEND SHAWN CRABLE BACK TO OHIO WHERE HE BELONGS!
DAMN YOU TO HELL!
SEND SHAWN CRABLE BACK TO OHIO WHERE HE BELONGS!
UGH I HATE CLIFFHANGERS!!!!
- Mood:
bouncy
It's absolutely gorgeous again. I'm so glad the season's starting to settle down. We were supposed to get snow a week or so ago, and luckily we didn't.
My mood's been pretty stable, for the most part. I have little set backs and eruptions of rage, but they're easier to handle.
I found out two days ago that Eric got the job with the airline in Alaska. (Eric has his own tag if you don't know who I'm talking about) I think I'm taking it well. I'm having a hard time deciding whether I should feel worse than I do, or if I already do and I'm just hiding it from myself. I really think it is for the best that he'll be far away from me. I won't have to deal with the mixed signals after certainty that there was no future for us. It's just too hard to be around him at times. I know I'll hang out with him before he leaves (one month from this past Wednesday), but I don't know how much I can take.
I have memes I still need to do. Maybe I'll post those later.
We're having a movie night tonight. Should be fun. I think I'll take some pictures.
My mood's been pretty stable, for the most part. I have little set backs and eruptions of rage, but they're easier to handle.
I found out two days ago that Eric got the job with the airline in Alaska. (Eric has his own tag if you don't know who I'm talking about) I think I'm taking it well. I'm having a hard time deciding whether I should feel worse than I do, or if I already do and I'm just hiding it from myself. I really think it is for the best that he'll be far away from me. I won't have to deal with the mixed signals after certainty that there was no future for us. It's just too hard to be around him at times. I know I'll hang out with him before he leaves (one month from this past Wednesday), but I don't know how much I can take.
I have memes I still need to do. Maybe I'll post those later.
We're having a movie night tonight. Should be fun. I think I'll take some pictures.
- Music:Always Be My Baby - David Cook
Things took a major turn for the worst today.
I spent the entire day crying and was seriously considering suicide.
I'm hanging on right now, and see my dr and therapist tomorrow.
Just thought you all would like to know.
<3
I spent the entire day crying and was seriously considering suicide.
I'm hanging on right now, and see my dr and therapist tomorrow.
Just thought you all would like to know.
<3
Remember that Valentines Game thing? Someone left me a message! :D I think I might know who it is, but to be safe, I love you too, Anonymous person!
Like just about everyone else, I'm feeling like a crappy LJ friend. Life's been kinda nutso for me though.
Anyone feel up to an AIM chat? I'm bored with nothing else to do, and I haven't chatted with most of you in forever. IM me at angelofmusic1144 and I'll send you a chat invite.
Like just about everyone else, I'm feeling like a crappy LJ friend. Life's been kinda nutso for me though.
Anyone feel up to an AIM chat? I'm bored with nothing else to do, and I haven't chatted with most of you in forever. IM me at angelofmusic1144 and I'll send you a chat invite.
A meme, as I was tagged by
secondstar and
quidditchkiss!
Pick 10 people and give them the "you make my day" award. If you're picked, you are charged with picking 10 of your own.
In no particular order:
1.
why_me_why_not
2.
secondstar
3.
quidditchkiss
4.
integrand
5.
giventofly37
6.
bloodflowsgreen
7.
thatpushover
8.
paw_tracks
9.
spadul
10.
dove95
Pick 10 people and give them the "you make my day" award. If you're picked, you are charged with picking 10 of your own.
In no particular order:
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.
RIP Heath Ledger
The acting world will miss you.
<3
The acting world will miss you.
<3
Stolen from
bloodflowsgreen

Your Harry Potter Soulmate (Girls only)
Your Name: Brianna Owens
Your picture:
Your Hogwarts House: Gryffindor
Your guy:
Sirius Black. I'm serious. (No pun intended)
Your Yule Ball Dress:
(Ignore the girl in it. That's not you.)
How you met: You saw him in the prefect's bathroom, telling Cedric about the weather.
Your children: John Black and Regina Black
Your house:
What People think of you:
Harry: "How dare she date my Godfather!"
Ron: "If Sirius dies, she's mine!"
Hermione: "I am her friend, but I wonder sometimes if her head is on straight..."
Luna: "Dogs are a man's best friend..."
Cho: "I don't even know who she is."
Cedric: "I saw her in the Prefect's bathroom once...Sirius was telling me about the weather for some reason...strange."
Fred: "She's awesome!"
George: "I think she's HOTTER than a phoenix's feathers!"
Ginny: "Oh my God! George said something besides that he's with stupid!"
Fleur: "Oh, she's an interesting girl..."
Draco: "She's a mudblood! I hate her!"
Snape: "She's dumber than Hagrid, and that's saying a lot."
McGonogall: "Snape's wrong! She's brilliant!"
Dumbledore: "Sorry, Sirius. I like her a lot."
Hagrid: "She is better than teh Unicorn!"
Lupin: "She makes me jealous of Sirius!"
Sirius: "She's the most amazing girl I've ever met. ♥. I'm serious. (No pun intended)"
Lucius: "I wish she was mine..."
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Your picture:

Your Hogwarts House: Gryffindor
Your guy:
Sirius Black. I'm serious. (No pun intended)Your Yule Ball Dress:
(Ignore the girl in it. That's not you.)How you met: You saw him in the prefect's bathroom, telling Cedric about the weather.
Your children: John Black and Regina Black
Your house:

What People think of you:
Harry: "How dare she date my Godfather!"
Ron: "If Sirius dies, she's mine!"
Hermione: "I am her friend, but I wonder sometimes if her head is on straight..."
Luna: "Dogs are a man's best friend..."
Cho: "I don't even know who she is."
Cedric: "I saw her in the Prefect's bathroom once...Sirius was telling me about the weather for some reason...strange."
Fred: "She's awesome!"
George: "I think she's HOTTER than a phoenix's feathers!"
Ginny: "Oh my God! George said something besides that he's with stupid!"
Fleur: "Oh, she's an interesting girl..."
Draco: "She's a mudblood! I hate her!"
Snape: "She's dumber than Hagrid, and that's saying a lot."
McGonogall: "Snape's wrong! She's brilliant!"
Dumbledore: "Sorry, Sirius. I like her a lot."
Hagrid: "She is better than teh Unicorn!"
Lupin: "She makes me jealous of Sirius!"
Sirius: "She's the most amazing girl I've ever met. ♥. I'm serious. (No pun intended)"
Lucius: "I wish she was mine..."
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Things are NOT getting better. I don't know what's going to happen. Med change #4 in the last month. I might be back in the hospital again. I really want to be home for New Years, but things aren't looking great, especially because my doctor is on vacation all week. Luckily the on-call doctor is my old psychiatrist. We added 20 mg of Geodon and 10 mg of Valium. For those of you keeping count, that means I take 7-8 pills in the morning, 4 in the afternoon, and 7-8 again at night.
I hate this.
Consider this my hiatus post. If you want to defriend me because of it, then you're not the kind of person I would want to be friends with anyway.
I hate this.
Consider this my hiatus post. If you want to defriend me because of it, then you're not the kind of person I would want to be friends with anyway.
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all!
| Your Christmas Sprit Level: 80% |
![]() Your Christmas spirit is almost as big as Christmas itself. Christmas is definitely your thing. You celebrate Christmas with enthusiasm. You love every minute of the holidays. Your Christmas spirit is inspiring to everyone who runs into you during the holidays. You make everyone's day just a little bit brighter. And that's what the holidays are all about! |
Things aren't going so well for me.
I may have to be hospitalized if this dosage increase doesn't fix it.
If praying's your thing, please do it for me. Otherwise, good vibes and the like would be much appreciated.
I don't want to go to the hospital.
<3 K
I may have to be hospitalized if this dosage increase doesn't fix it.
If praying's your thing, please do it for me. Otherwise, good vibes and the like would be much appreciated.
I don't want to go to the hospital.
<3 K
I'm still alive, and reading the Flist, but I refuse to update my LJ when all I'm going to do is talk about how miserable I am.
Hopefully an update will come out of me soon.
<3
Hopefully an update will come out of me soon.
<3

So I had the Dave's Cosmic Sub experience tonight.
UGH
I have eaten the subs of the proverbial gods.
Their bread is pretty much FTFW.
AND I GOT TO WRITE ON THE WALLS!!
Pics under the cut!
( Pics ahoy! )
So how was your evening?
Please excuse the awkwardness that is my LJ layout. I suck at CSS and can't quite figure out how to get rid of the yucky white. :(
So we'll start tonight's post off with a conversation I had with my friend Andy yesterday:
I am finally starting to feel a little better. I'll write more later when I don't feel like I'm going to pass out.
I am finally starting to feel a little better. I'll write more later when I don't feel like I'm going to pass out.
